After tomorrow, it'll be over. One huge thing of my chest. I've carried for too long really. Great to finally let go, even if only for a short while.
Then again, I won't be free either, there's still Jakarta and I've really got to push myself, I can't just keep aiming at good. I've got to go for best. I'm scared but it can't and won't stop me. I've got to make sure.